It seems to die with dreaming
And there''s only so much that I can fake
When my whole life''s careening down

I will not die

It only kills me ''cause I''m alive
and living this disaster
And it''s all I can do now to survive
I live to beat my master down

I will not die
Down I will not die

When I''m well I long to be
Only in love with you
But I guess I''ll never be whole
And you know it''s true
It does not stop me that we all die
I know this trip''s to slaughter
But if only I could let me cry
I feel the healing water roll down

I will not die
Down I will not die
Down I will not die