I''m lying on the bed
Cuz outside is just too cold
I turn the radio loud
So I could fall asleep
But it''s all I''ve come to know

Push me and you
shoved like you always do
But nothing''s ever the same
But how can I explain
the damage you have done
When all that''s left is pain

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned

I fucking tried your way
And I don''t like what I see
Cuz I''ve been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I''ll be
So I tried your way
And don''t like what I see
And now I''m bored

Waiting in my room
I''m lying on the floor
Cuz outside I just don''t know
I turn the radio loud
So I can hear me think
But it''s all I''ve come to know

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned

I fucking tried your way
And I don''t like what I see
I''ve been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I''ll be
So I tried your way
And don''t like what I see
And now I''m bored

So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you
but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned

I fucking tried your way
And I don''t like what I see
I''ve been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I''ll be
So I tried your way
And don''t like what I see
And now I''m bored

And now I''m bored