I can't see the negative at times like this when I embrace that natural emo side of me. The pervasive current that underlies my life I usually try to keep under control. But now I wouldn't trade this feeling for the world. Looking back at the times I thought of changing, I may regret the way I felt but I don't regret anything I did because I never changed a thing. The world has thrown curve balls that have made me question just what I am. To stand by priciple alone is to often feel alone. But I remember the way I felt and the way I still feel and some things just can't be repealed. Sometimes nature is just too strong. Freedom is in the discipline of principle... is essential to life.